College Life.

It's been a long time since I last wrote on this blog.

Well, when I was still a Senior High School-er.

I miss blogging.

I miss my High School life.

Okay, so.. I think I'm going to start writing again,

maybe another Poems/Poetry.

But, before I Start making some things that I used to wrote on this blog,

I want to tell a little bit about my College Life.

I went to one of the biggest communication University in Indonesia,

and my Campus is quite well-known by people.

At first, I don't really want to go, 'cause I just want to go to Netherlands,

but then again I started thinking that the cost is very expensive.

OKAY enough about my old dream.

Now I have a new dream,

which is to be an excellent workers for my future company,

by study more.

...

Well, okay. I'm not in the mood actually, 

but I just want to share a very little stories.

xx

curhat.

i don't really have much to talk much to tell,

i miss blogging!!! but i'm in the middle of something that makes my heart and mind disturbed!

which is....... report card! i'm going to have it on Friday! and i don't have anything cross in my mind what would it be like. if it turns to something bad... then my christmas will turn into a bad christmas.

well anyway.. CHRISTMAS IS NEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!

screams...

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

okay bye.

A Promise.

hey you
yes you
the one i've been missing all day

so glad that i found you
you, never thought that you could be something
something so special

i left you,
twice.

but then i realized
i can't live without you
ever

so here's a promise:
i'll never leave you,
ever again

you may be worry that its just a bullsh*t
but just let me,
let me try to make it happen for more than forever.

i love you,
so much
now that's the truth :-)

titik.

pura-pura

gak tau harus senang
atau malah sedih

gak tau harus tertawa lagi
atau justru tetap menangis

gak tau harus bilang apa
gak tau harus berbuat apa

berpura-pura tenang, sudah
berpura-pura bahagia, biasa

harus berpura-pura apalagi?

sudah tiba.

mungkin ini saatnya
Saatnya aku untuk pergi
Pergi meninggalkanmu
Meninggalkanmu dengannya

Nampaknya itu yang terbaik
Terbaik untukku bukan kamu.

Maaf...
Maafkan aku
Mungkin aku egois
Aku tau itu
Tapi aku harus begini
Kalau tidak begini
Aku terus yang sakit

tidak berjudul.

saya tidak akan sejauh itu apabila kamu tetap memintaku tuk tetap tinggal.

cari beliau di teluk bumi paling dalam
hamba tak temu
hingga bulan tunjuk jasa hamba tetap menunggu
dimana beliau?

rupanya
beliau bersanding kekasih.
saya? bisa diam, menjauh dan menepi
lalu tangis teman saya.

penghancur datang
datang dan menetap
menetap dan memakan waktu
waktu ku melukis awan denganmu
denganmu ku habiskan rasa
rasa riang gemitang
gemitang melawan siang
siang berganti petang
petangmu kini bersama dia
dia menghancurkan
menghancurkan nasib
nasib yang mengatakan kau miliknya

lalu catatan ini ditutup dengan hujan diri yang melebur asa menjadi satu dengan sendu malam itu.


oleh: VENYA RILANTO PUTRI